haha I’ve changed so much since the last time I blogged I don’t know where to begin! Ohmy.

its beaaaach weather!

I need to get my ass to the beach like VERY soon. This heat is gonna eat me alive! -.-

but I’ma have to hit the beach; get that beach bod na meannnn (;

its sunday, and ananya ain’t got nothing to do.

So I’ve promised that I’ll start using tumblr more often, especially since I always have something to say. -__-

That being said, today’s a blah day. It’s Sunday and not much is happening really. I’m sitting here claiming to do my english project that’s due on Tuesday, but I haven’t even started. Instead, I’m sitting here listening to J.Cole. I deadass love him SO much. Every lyric, every beat, he’s just KILLEN ‘EM. I wanted to go to his concert along with Fabolous like 2 weeks ago at Hunter College. I even had a contact to get in cause my brother goes there. Shit happens though, and I didn’t end up going. He’s great though, very real. I just hope media and all this fame doesn’t change him cause I’m pretty sure he’ll turn whack.

I wanted to go out today, go anywhere but stay home. The weather’s kinda crappy looking, but I was thinking about going to some vacant beach and sitting on some rocks and watching the tides. I always think of the most imaginative things that just never take place. Kind of blows but one day when I’m rich they’ll come true.

I don’t get why guys play around and egg you on if they don’t plan on doing anything or taking it to the next level. I’m such a fool when it comes down to these kind of things. When a guy flirts with me, I’ll immediately jump to conclusions which come to no avail.-__-. Seriously boys, if you just want to fool around you should deadass give a caution advice or something.

I started watching black swan, but couldn’t finish. It got really inappropriate, but I don’t mind cause it’s very interesting. The movie’s supposed to be a psycho-sexual thriller anyway. I’m up to the part where the chicks are supposed to have lesbian sex. Hm.

I REALLLLLY hate judgemental and critical people. Like bitch stfu I agree I’m not perfect, but at least I’m keeping it real and not trying to act like someone I’m not, contrary to those people that claim to be “real”. Especially when some bitch thinks its an honor for her to input an opinion that I  clearly don’t give a shit about and is entire unecessary. I think you should look in the mirror and give yourself a full analysis not only physically, but mentally. Then, if you seem to be absolutely impeccable then talk. You’ll be lying to yourself if you think that though.

That’s all that’s on my mind on this boring Sunday. Besides the fact that I want Froot Loops, there’s just homework and 11 more hours till the days done.

im such an infrequent user LOL.

anyways, the past week ran by soo fast like damn! maybe cause i went in monday with a idgaf attitude so the school drama fell through easy. cause school drama is type dumb. but friday was the carnival at my school and woop! that was so much fun. my balls came out at that time LOL NOT LITERALLY obviously. but there was this rock climbing thing and my friends were being such losers and didnt want to go on it but i wanted to cause hell, i paid 10$ for a ticket, so i was gonna get my money’s worth. so i went up, got to the top like a monkey and came down easily. light work yeo. AND WHAT.

im thinking about making a twitter idkk should i?

I hate boring people. they’re such a waste of my time.